7.22.2022
Queens, NY
New York was Amazing! I got to spend time with my aunt and ate my face off. I love to eat bagels and pizza when I visit and I make sure I get my fill 🙂 I woke up early the day of the show and got my ass in the line for the shakedown lot. I ended up getting a pretty bad ass spot. They let us sleep there over night which is unheard of but so grateful I didn’t have to breakdown and do it all over again the next day. The nitrous was out of control and there were kids stealing shit from the vendors so that was annoying. The rain that came through day 2nd day was pretty intense. I’m so happy I was able to catch the last 2 shows and am so grateful for the people who shopped with me.
I am currently in the mountains decompressing. My ex wanted to explain himself while in in town so we’re grabbing brunch while I’m here but I’m literally just wasting my time at this point. He ghosted me when he stared acting funny and I already know what he was doing “behind my back” and didn’t need a confirmation but low key wanted one. I’m dumb.
I still had to wash all my dirty laundry and made sure I washed all the things that got wet during the storm at Citified. Right now my mind is experiencing so much cognitive dissonance. I know this dude is not treating me they way I deserve to be treated and at this point I think we’re just trauma bonded and I need to let that shit go.
I may hop on Phish lot but I’m not 100 percent on that yet. I’m trying to figure out my next move. I feel so not myself these days. I might hop from state park to state park until Reggae Rise Up. I’m trying to find something to do that’ll bring me back to me. I don’t know what will bring me joy and am just feeling so lost.
I still have computer work to do so I think the state park I’m going to tomorrow has wifi so I can finish with all the creative projects I want to finish while I have internet. Might stop in Boston just so I can check out the business club over there. Deff need to be moving my body more and want to be skating more.
This season I think I was a little distracted by my relationship bullshit and it effected my business negatively. I did not do as well as I would have like to this season in terms of sales. Here’s to trying to push online and wholesale orders:)
After this season of events I really want an electric Van with solar panels
Until Next Time <3
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